I just returned from having the last two weeks off which is why I haven’t written a message in the last two weeks. As I sit here in front of my keyboard, I am at a loss on what to write. Usually, thoughts come flowing out of me as soon as I sit and start typing but these last 3 weeks have been a challenge. I think they call it writer’s block. If that is so it has made a home in my head. I have tried everything to clear my head but there are so many things going on inside my brain that I am struggling to get a clear thought. Have you ever experienced that? So today I just decided to type and hope that what I write makes sense.
I have been blessed in my life. The opportunities I have been given have come from hard work and the support of many people in my life. I also know my faith and belief in someone higher has been a driving force for me over the last 10 years. It is why I have dedicated my life to helping others. What success I have means nothing if I do not put my hand out and help others onboard this ride. In my work as a nurse and now a Diversity Officer I often see people at the toughest points in their lives. I often hear stories of pain and struggle. These stories often remind me of where I have come from. I do my best to help and sometimes I can and at other times I have not been able to. I think that is why I am struggling because there are many out there that need help, but I know I can’t help everyone. I am a smart person and I know it is impossible to help everyone but there have been a couple of people who have reached out to me and for whatever reason I have been unable to help.
It is the reality of the work we do every day, but it becomes important for us to move forward and continue to do the work we do. We also must find that time to heal ourselves and to know we will have failures with our successes but change only comes by continuing to do the work. I will continue this work and partner with those on the frontlines supporting our community.
I have been blessed and given much in my life. Every day I wake up is a new day for redemption (My Brother, Tracy).
Charles Redd RN
Dignity Freedom Fighter
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